came back from genting 2 days ago feeling tired because i didn't have enough sleep during my stay there. maximizing my time there..hehe. didn't really play all the things there because i lost my enthusiasm. just simply play some light ones and watched a movie. went into the casino alone one night because nobody wanted to go with me. it was not so special for me anymore because i worked in there a few years ago and it's still the same as it is when i left.

yesterday i suddenly got the urge to work part time and i found a job for 3 days. the reason for working is to spend my time earning a little bit of cash and also preventing myself from thinking something stupid. i hesitated a little bit before deciding to give it a shot. at first i thought the job was to sell digicam because they have some sort of fair going on in mahkota parade. but the manager told me that he needs to train me in order for me to sell digicam but since there isn't enough time, he'll assign a special job for me : distributing balloons. he told that i was supposed to be in charge of the atmosphere. so today i started working and the hardest part was tying up the balloons! i don't know how i cut my finger. but at the end of the day i had sore fingers from tying all those balloons. today wasn't such a bad day because there's wasn't such a big crowd. i'm expecting a very big crowd tomorrow because it's saturday! i hope i can get some help tying those balloons. anyway, it's kind of nice looking at those kids smiling happily after i give them a balloon. and i get to know some new female friends too..hehehe..