i wonder why have been having weirder and weirder dreams. or should i call it nightmares? everytime it occurs, the feeling is so damn real! makes me think it's the reality and not dreams.

anyway, i can't really remember the details everytime. just a rough idea. last night's dream was about me being accused of being a murderer. the killing was actually done by another person, and i was there at the wrong time. i remember that it was a girl who died. a large crowd of people saw me there, and i was proclaimed guilty without trial. the worst thing is, no one believed me, even my close and best friends. i can't remember seeing any faces at all. either they are hidden from my view, or i've seen some but i can't remember. and then there was a few times where a bunch of people grabbed me and called me a killer. they even tried to hit me a few times! the last part of the dream was me sitting alone in some kind of room with some people which i think was police officers.

at that time, i was so down that i was speechless. it was such a terrible feeling!!! even my best friends don't believe me. it was...unimagineable.

on a side note, my mom has become so high tech. she got herself a nokia 6260 and now she's change it to nokia 7610. and she even got herself a wireless bluetooth headset! the best part is, she got me one too! that's so cool!