although i seem to have many friends, but sometimes i just felt so lonely inside. i know this may sound unfair disrespect to some of them, but i couldn't help it. there are times when i'm completely lost and confused, and there seem to be no one around to guide me through. i believe the problem lies within myself, but i don't know how to rectify it.

i admit that i am quite emotional, and sometimes i let my emotions take control over me. a simple gesture can leave me smiling for days, yet i get upset easily as well, even on things that are totally unrelated to me, none of my business and which i have no control of...