i meant to post this a long time ago but i just didn't find the right mood and time to post.

it's so disappointing when someone you consider a good friend, which you have great respect of, which you speak highly of, suddenly stabs you in the back without you knowing for a whole month. and after realising this, you were supposed to forget about it within 24 hours of knowing everything that ever happened behind your back, and make peace! like what the?

no prize for guessing correctly. it happened to me.

the following days, i started to know more and more developing stories (cis, felt like reporter on cnn), and i slowly got a clearer picture of who he really is. all my previous assumptions of his characteristics are shattered. i was disappointed and hurt beyond words.