been quite long since i last posted huh?

what a hectic month after the chinese new year holidays! i was bombarded with unpleasant news, tons of midterm exams (which i sucked big time) and a hell lot of misundertandings! i was almost on the verge of breaking down completely before some events managed to pull me back together. seriously i'm getting very tired and freaking exhausted after all these. this is my worst trimester ever since starting my degree program at mmu. it got to a point where i refused to study for my tests which lead me to fail most of my midterm papers.

after all these happenings, i'm beginning to doubt whether i will enjoy myself on my trip to redang this coming april...

on the other hand, there are a few people who has helped me to build my confidence back, albeit little by little. they pestered me to study with them in the library, which is so unlike me. i never liked going to library to study because i'm sure i will be distracted by people walking around. i have a very strong sense of curiousity, that's why. some people are actually surprised to see me in the library with books/notes on my table. haha...