i've been having weird dreams these past few days and it's ok if they are sweet but it turned out to be nightmares! i got it even when i'm napping in the afternoon. they were so real that when i woke up i still have that sort of bad mood carried over from dream to reality. maybe because there were many things going through my mind now. i was (and still am) full of rage that whatever that comes out of my mouth would be...err...not so pleasant.

i'm like a ticking bomb and i really don't know when i'll explode...