i should be studying for my finals which is due in 4 days, but i didn't. i'd rather be reading magazines/newspaper than my lecture notes. these few days was like hell for me. don't bother to ask. i might not want to talk about it. or i will bore you to death when i start to talk about it. couldn't sleep well at night. even if i do sleep, i can only successfully do so at about 5am in the morning. well, that explains why i didn't blog recently.